interstellar5555 | ☆TRACK I: NOTHING LEFT OF YOU

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☆TRACK I: NOTHING LEFT OF YOU

Who: Every single one of you.
What: Interstellar's first log, and an awards ceremony for jerks you don't know!
When: October 2nd.
Where: A fancy ballroom in neutral territory.
Warnings: Could be anything.

“Oh, it's been getting so hard,
Living with the things you do to me;
My dreams are getting so strange,
I'd like to tell you everything I see.

I see a man at the back as a matter of fact,
His eyes are as red as the sun.
And the girl in the corner lets no one ignore her,
‘Cause she thinks she's the passionate one.”

☆NOTHING LEFT OF YOU

It’s the seasonal Vista Music Industry Award Gala, and attendance is mandatory. You and your band have been touring non-stop for the last two months, hitting locations all over Americana, performing and doing press appearances. This event is set less than three days after your return home, but it’s been made clear that further rest will have to wait.

Though Halloween technically isn’t until the end of the month, the gathering has a formal masquerade theme - masquerade that is, not costume. Dressing up as a mummy or a clown isn’t going to cut it. Themed formal wear is expected, and your image consultants have been pestering you about your choices for the last 48 hours. Whether or not you listen to them, how you dress feels incredibly important. At least if you let the consultants fuss over you, you can be sure it’ll be something press friendly.

Various awards are being given out, but none of them are for you. The media in attendance are starting to bubble with enthusiasm for the ‘rising stars’ of the industry, however, so this could be a moment to shine. Labels besides Pride and Virgo are also in attendance, but who cares about those guys? They seem to be a mere footnote in comparison to the buzz around the heavy hitters.

There’s food, alcohol, dancing, stage performances by notable musicians of both Pride and Virgo, and then the formal awards ceremony in the evening. Yes, you are expected to sit through them. Do try to look like you’re interested, the media is watching.

☆PRIDE RECORDS

Lesedi Santiago doesn’t always make a big deal about introductions - or at least, that’s the impression you get when she just kind of shows up in your group limousine unannounced on your way over to the party. Deep into pre-drinking a bottle of gin, she doesn’t talk with you so much as talk at you, regaling your band with weird stories about the industry while completely ignoring the fact that her presence is more intimidating than comforting. You’re not sure if it’s intentional, but at least she’s a good story teller - her speech doesn’t seem to be at all affected by the quantity of booze she’s already consumed, which is kind of bizarre if you think about it too deeply. You’re not inclined to.

You’ve all met her before, here and there, in a series of bombastic encounters. Her interest in pontificating at you and the other new label inductees seems to fade immediately upon entering the ballroom, as she quickly becomes distracted with more high profile guests. Her attention fixates on Edward Blanch from time to time, but she declines to address him specifically. If you want to get some of her one on one attention, now could be your chance - just make sure you go in ready. Handling Miss Santiago can be a bit of an...experience.

Veteran Pride members are in attendance as well, but most of them are not very good company. Their reactions vary from ‘frat members greeting a new pledge’ to ‘disinterested shoulder pats’, and ultimately it will seem your attention is better received by the other newbies. Maybe even the Virgo Entertainment stiffs, at that.

Because, of course, that crew is here as well. Lesedi suggested you “show them who’s boss,” but you’re not necessarily sure what that’s supposed to mean.

☆VIRGO ENTERTAINMENT

Tonight's event is one of considerable speculation: it marks Edward Blanche's first public appearance after a considerable period of isolation. He's a private man, a mystery and an enigma to the public, and that just seems to make him all the more intoxicating. The Managers and security staff are out in full force, and if you know what's good for you, you'll be dressed to the nines. Your image consultant will be almost desperate to do the work for you, like they're afraid of what might happen to their careers if you embarass the label on their watch.

Personal style is important, but everything in your gut tells you that your nose has got to be clean this time, or trouble is sure to follow. For many of you, this will be the first time you'll ever have seen your CEO in person, and as such, the first time he'll encounter you one on one. If you're going to brown nose, now's the time - but make sure you choose your words carefully, and don't waste his time. Blanche has little patience for it.

There are veteran musicians of the Virgo label in attendance, ones with dozens of awards to their names, but they seem to have little interest in speaking with you. Some are politely avoidant while others and just rudely dismissive, but none of them really give an answer for why they just aren't interested. It's not totally surprising - Virgo's interior politics are harsh.

Other notable guests include Lesedi Santiago and the rest of the Pride Records entourage. Though you may have acquaintances, or even friends, who have been snatched up by the other side, it's even more likely that you have enemies. Everything about your Virgo upbringing makes you feel like you should hold a certain contempt for their ilk - people in this label think of them as classless at best and crass maniacs at worst.

Did you hear about that disgusting stunt one of their front runners pulled on stage last week? Revolting.

☆THE TWIST

Some of you may remember strange events from the past few weeks. Misplaced objects, malfunctioning technology, nostalgic phantom music - it feels a lot like the last portion of your tour was haunted. Now that you're back home, all of that seems to be flaring up again. You can practically feel the otherworldly presences passing through the room, even if nobody besides your tour group seems to notice. Even though they aren't knocking glasses off tables and flickering lights like last time, their presence is somehow even more apparent.

Your programming makes one thing clear: don't make a public fuss about this. Ignore it, everything's fine. The second part only goes so far. Especially when, at some point or another, you'll be shaken by the feeling that one of these ghosts has walked straight through you. For that moment, you feel like a totally different person. At this point, one of four memory regain effects will occur:

► REMEMBER LOVE: You remember a scene, image, or concept related to one of the greatest loves of your past life. Can be either romantic, platonic, or familial. It must be about a person and not a place or activity, though.

► REMEMBER DUTY: You remember a scene, image, or concept related to something you held a great sense of duty or loyalty to in your past life. It could be a person, a cause, a country, or anything in between.

► REMEMBER PASSION: You remember a scene, image, or concept related to something you were passionate about to the point of anger or determination in your past life. Not enjoyment of, but something that drove you, or one of the things most likely to make you throw a punch.

► REMEMBER HOPE: You remember a scene, image, or concept related to something you dreamed about making come true, or an important hope you had for the future in your past life. This covers any kind of positive goal or ambition for you or the world around you.

The feeling will quickly fade, leaving you as the person you've been made into once again. Only now you have something new: the first fragment of a life you can't remember having lived. The CEOs and managers will react to this eventually, and you're probably going to get sent home early. This, however, will be covered with a top level further into the log.

“I'm reaching out for something,
Touching nothing's all I ever do.
Oh, I softly call you over;
When you appear there's nothing left of you.”

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

[Tiger was absolutely ready for an event like this, and unlike some people, relished the opportunity to dress up extra elaborately. He spent a great deal of time chattering to the rest of his band about how he was going to go with a 'star' theme, and how they all better pick something cool to match. He ended up with a golden star mask, and then spent the next two hours arguing with this stylists over which was the coolest outfit to go with it.

In the end, it resulted in him wearing what is effectively a fashionable man-dress that is primarily black but covered in so many forms of gold and yellow glitter that it still seems bright somehow. As glaring as it is, it's not poorly put together - though he did end up doing tiger stripes for his make up on his cheeks and arms anyway, which is a bit thematically confusing. His long curls are pushes back and decorated with star glitter like a veritable mane.]

☆I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIE

[What Tiger super doesn't enjoy, though, is having to hang around at a party with a bunch of adults. It's boring, and lame, and he reacts to his discomfort much the same way he reacts to all things he doesn't like - he starts trying to distract himself by annoying other people. In this case that means going around and "documenting" things that other people are doing while simultaneously taking their pictures.

Eventually, he end up on the dancefloor by himself, thrashing around so energetically that he spills his plastic cup of non-alcoholic beverages. Screw you he doesn't even care. He's having so much fun dancing by himself. You can't stop the Tiger Storm.

God, why doesn't he ever fit in anywhere?]

☆REMEMBERING HOPE

[He's been feeling creeped out for some time before it happens, and he's noticed other people acting weird. But he couldn't possibly understand it before he experienced it himself.

All at once, he's just been given this feeling, and the image of this woman - this beautiful, loving woman who he'd give anything to be like, and to carry on her name. The single hope that he could do all the things she saw in him. That everyone saw in him.

But then the feeling is gone, and all he's got is the memory of it, and it doesn't seem fit inside him right, like the shape for it has been warped. The idea of that hope just makes him feel terrible. How could it even be real?

After it strikes, Tiger has to get away from the crowd as quickly as possible, because soon enough he's crying. Tucked away onto some back stairwell, he has to take off his mask to wipe his face.]

Edited 2015-10-03 04:07 (UTC)

[She sees him take off because she does her best to keep an eye on her bandmates as the night drags on. There is at least one person younger than her in the band. She feels responsible.

So she's ducking through the crowds to follow him. It takes a few minutes to actually locate the stairway he's in.

She plops her hand on his head.]

What happened?

[When he hears someone getting closer he turns his face away and tries very hard to pretend that he's just sitting on the stairs because he feels like it. You know, just chilling on the staircase. No big deal. He even leans away from her so he can lean on an elbow to look extra casual when she puts a hand on his head and he knows that this isn't passing by unquestioned.

He grabs her hand on top of his head, and lifts it off a little.]

Watch the hair! This took me, like... at least two hours.

[But his retort is pretty weak, considering his eyes are visibly watery.]

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