"To be honest, I barely concentrate on my playing or anything at all, when I am at my instrument. I find it to be more... meditative, than anything. Rather than being closely in tune with my actions, I slip away from the world."

Meril had mentioned this to others, and in considering it had become more aware of the process. And that had made the whole experience... disappointing, somehow. Subconsciously, she expected more. But why, she couldn't say.