At that Mai frowns. Her arms cross, she leans back where she's sitting and she tries to roll around the feelings in her mind. She's terrible at talking about feelings to begin with and it's worse with these phantom ones lingering around.

"I'm tired of losing people. Most of all, I'm tired of being hurt by them. That's the overall impression I get anyhow."

She pauses, then adds lightly. "Beyond being angry. It feels like there's something nagging at me but hell if I can figure out what it is."