A brief sense of satisfaction. Beyond that, I couldn't tell you. By all accounts it was a shitty decision and a shitty time after.

[She holds her drink glass up, focusing her gaze on it.]

For me personally what it boils down to is I wanted to know if I was still in control. The label is great and all as far as getting music out there but when it comes down to it, I'm the one in charge of myself, right?