[THE MOST PUT-UPON SIGH. It's complicated and so far he's done pretty good about not talking about him-- the other him. But he's gonna have to, isn't he. He'll have to deal with it sooner or later.]

Whenever I think about... Me. It's like there's something wrong about him. Something in him-- in me that's. It's not good.

[Terry huffs, trying to sort through the muddle of words in his head. There isn't really a way to look at your best friend and say "I've always thought of myself as a monster and now I know why."]

I never knew what it was, but I guess this is part of it.