Shin laughs nervously. Why didn't he want to think too hard about the past. Instead he'll pass Roxas a beer. Dude should at least be able to handle that. "I think so. My father was an asshole. I can't remember my mother's face." He grimaces as he feels a pit in his stomach trying to think on it. He throws back more beer and concentrates on his cigarette. "I've wanted this my whole life. Getting here feels surreal." And it may be more true for him than many others here. He had been ripped out of a universe where he and his band just got signed. He'd been freed from his father, things had been looking up, and no amount of brainwashing could take away the hole losing all that left him with.