That's something he had the first few times he thought about this and even went about it. But after that, when he actually did it, the feeling inside of him was so damn liberating all of that other nonsense washed away.

"No.. even if they do, you'll be ready. Trust me." If that means Roxas has to be at his side to fight them off, so be it. Screw the Organization. Forget all that they had stood for. Everything they knew then was false, their ultimate atonement even a faux. What a joke.

"At first, sure. But you'll get used to it, and that's probably because you're used to the opposite. But that isn't normal. This is. It'll be fine."

Thinking back on his own time breaking away from this train of thought.. Roxas wishes that he had someone to learn from, lean on, ask about this kind of thing at least. He did it all on his own, without any help or guidance from anyone, and, somehow, made it out on the other side. With a few dents in the side, sure, but still, he's here, isn't he?

"It probably won't be easy but.. it's definitely worth it."