Oh yeah.. that was something that was only a Roxas problem. Realizing this he'll hand-wave it for now, dismissing it as a topic that doesn't need delving into.

Hearing that phrase repeated to him took him back to the days of having to listen to one of the leader's awful speeches that ultimately chipped away at anything good inside, effectively turning them into drones. "I guess I don't follow that so much because I wasn't there long enough. And even then, it wasn't the same for me."

Apparently, according to various sources, he isn't like the other Nobodies. Not knowing made it difficult, and then knowing made it even more difficult to deal with. It was never easy. It never is. "Forget that stuff. It doesn't apply here." Hell, it didn't even apply when they were back at their boring black-and-white home.

"You hated it because it wasn't right. We're free of that now, as we're meant to be. The time I had here before I remembered," though spent shamelessly indulging in as many sins as a person his age could and would, "let me know what it's like to feel that again. After that, I didn't want to go back. It's not a habit that's easy to break, I'm sure, but this gives you an opportunity to start?"