I can't remember ever having a birthday. Never having a date...and then when I looked at...
[Motioning to the abandoned cupcake remnants]
I just realized it. I can still see it. Someone was surprised I didn't really have a birthday to celebrate. That I didn't celebrate. Yet that I was also...old. So many birthdays I didn't celebrate.
[And apparently she punched a shark at some point.
What.]
I don't want to believe it. I want to believe I'm mad. Overworked.
We haven't really done much of anything though, this past week, have we? Not like normal. On the same side, I want to believe it. And then...I don't know. I don't know what to think, Terry. I don't want to lose my future. I worked so hard...but then these strange thoughts and feelings keep making me think something else.
[A different life, even with the scant things she saw and heard and felt.
She hasn't felt this confused and conflicted...ever? Is that right?...]
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I can't remember ever having a birthday. Never having a date...and then when I looked at...
[Motioning to the abandoned cupcake remnants]
I just realized it. I can still see it. Someone was surprised I didn't really have a birthday to celebrate. That I didn't celebrate. Yet that I was also...old. So many birthdays I didn't celebrate.
[And apparently she punched a shark at some point.
What.]
I don't want to believe it. I want to believe I'm mad. Overworked.
We haven't really done much of anything though, this past week, have we? Not like normal. On the same side, I want to believe it. And then...I don't know. I don't know what to think, Terry. I don't want to lose my future. I worked so hard...but then these strange thoughts and feelings keep making me think something else.
[A different life, even with the scant things she saw and heard and felt.
She hasn't felt this confused and conflicted...ever? Is that right?...]