"The problem is, most of them are dead. In one case, I killed their family, what was left of it, as well, and in another case... his family was nearly as cruel as I am," he says. He breathes audibly through his nostrils. "There are... people, gods of death, actually, who were looking for me. I could face them, but I know what fate awaits me, and I'm not ready to submit to that."