"I... thank you..." Ivan says quietly. "I'm not sure I'd survive losing my family for a third time..."

He wonders if the heroes he can't fully remember are missing him. Do they notice he's gone? Are they trying to find him like some of the other rescuers are doing for their kidnapped? Or are they unable?

But either way, Ivan knows he would die for his band family... which is probably something Luce would frown upon, but it's still a comforting feeling. In a way. That the feeling is real and when he argued that they were an actual family to Silver, it wasn't something brainwashed.