Nothing good, honestly. She can have a hilariously low opinion of herself if allowed to wallow in her doubts, which she has been allowed when it comes to Rei. She takes the handkerchief and wiped her eyes, sniffling.

She opened her mouth to say something about it not just being that they don't remember, but that she's scared the very person she came for won't even want to go with her. Rei is so distant from her now and she? She's terrified how little she actually means to Rei because the whole reason she even came?

She let out a breath, looking away and feeling so ashamed of herself.

But she closed her mouth and swallowed, unable to tell her fears to anyone but Minako. How could she say such a thing to Rei's pseudo-father? How could she ask him to understand how selfish she was being?

If he knew what she was thinking, he wouldn't think her so worthy of sympathy. She felt horrible for what she felt, she felt horrible for always unloading her worries on Minako, she felt horrible for being unable to find a better hiding place.

"I'm so sorry," she hiccuped. "If I could, I'd fix it but... but I don't even know who wants it fixed."