"Fuck no." It comes out quick and easy, and Terry shakes his head, "I don't want to go back-- I don't want the miserable life I had before."

He chews his lip, because he doesn't want to lose Maxxie either, but he can't help thinking it's the best thing for him. Either way, that's a bridge they can cross later. Right now, he frowns and gestures around the room, "but every day I'm here it gets harder and harder to pretend that this is all fine."