I... [It was weird, but the memories about that time while he was cleaning up were always a bit sketchy. He had been putting it down as being that he had been totally fucked in the head, but now, with the other memories, things weren't so clear cut. Maybe he was going insane, but never would he go to another head doc. Never.] had seen one when I was trying to clean up, you know. Fucker nearly had me chugging pills to off myself.

[His coach saved him. Stupid stubborn --hobo-- no cheerful and always saying things that never made sense until afterwards. He really owed the man a lot.] So they ain't that good for you. They can make it worse.