"I'm not sure, but it's..." He exhales, heavy. He doesn't feel quite as out of sorts as he had earlier but it's still there. "I'd feel better if I could perform, I could ignore it, but--"

Terry stops suddenly and looks over his shoulder at the hallway behind them, almost like he's afraid of being heard, "sometimes I get this feeling like I've forgotten something-- like part of who I am isn't there. And then today, feeling like I've lost something I need to find. Something I have to save. I don't think that's just being stuck here."