"I can't say." She smears a hand over her face and twirls a finger through her hair in a nervous gesture. It's confusing, ugly, and the whole mess is just bad. That's all she can think really, and it hurts her head even considering.

"Maybe? I mean, there's no link. But I don't like it. None of it. And I'm just worried if I say anything, they'll stop letting me play."