I won't pretend that I intend to stop living

[mildwildchild]

Who: erryone in Pride
What: recovering from the events of December 7
When: late December 7/early December 8 - ???
Where: Pride HQ and wherever else they're allowed to go
Warnings: Carnies? references to I Will Twist the Knife


So maybe you've just gotten back from the most mellow kidnapping ever and you're itching to tell your bandmates about what went on with the cool helmeted guys while everyone else was at that stuffy party. Unfortunately, you'll have to wait a little while to tell them, but that's okay - surely you can keep yourselves occupied until everyone else returns.

Or maybe you're one of those who wound up at that party of Naomi's, and your night was a little less fun. Now you're back at HQ, possibly with mended physical injuries and almost certainly with a few new psychological scars. Now's your chance to check in on your friends and bandmates who missed out on all the trauma and deal with things as best you can.

Comments

[wounds]

You keep going.

When there are things I can't change, I keep living. [He's fairly certain he does it for his family.] I can't change the world in its entirety, but there are things I can do. So I keep living.

[blindfoldcode]

Kinda hard when one of the things you can't change is apparently being dead.

[wounds]

You're not dead here.

[blindfoldcode]

I'm not so sure about that, either.

[wounds]

Why?

[blindfoldcode]

Haven't you noticed? Xanxus made it pretty clear. I'm fucking possessed.

[wounds]

Because of your eyes?

[blindfoldcode]

[She snorts. Picks her head up enough to stare at her hands.]

When people die on August 15th, they get stuck in a nightmare. Only one person comes out, with a snake using the empty vessel to bring it into the world. They come back with red eyes.

[It sounds so stupid coming out of her mouth but there's this aching, lingering fear that's attached to it. A resigned kind of terror.]

[wounds]

[He listens, he takes another sip of his glass.]

Right now, you're alive. Snake or no snake, you're alive.

[blindfoldcode]

Do you lecture everyone like this, or just the people you like?

[wounds]

Just the ones I like.

[blindfoldcode]

I'll try to feel thankful, then. [She's beginning to not feel much of anything at all. Which, really, was the desired effect.]

[wounds]

Don't force yourself.

[He'll keep an eye on her as long as she's out.]

[blindfoldcode]

Well, I'd take this over being stalked by corporate body guards any day. At least you can see me.

[wounds]

Of course I can see you.

[blindfoldcode]

It's not much of an "of course" anymore. I've been vanishing a lot, lately. That's what people say, anyway.

[wounds]

On purpose?

[blindfoldcode]

Celty had to trip over me for me to get any help when I was bleeding to death. It's kind of uncontrollable.

[wounds]

Damn. That's fucking unfortunate.

[blindfoldcode]

You're telling me. [She rests her chin on her arms again, her eyes drifting shut.] My head is getting fuzzy.

[wounds]

Need me to take you upstairs?

[blindfoldcode]

Pinkie might still be awake. I'm okay.

[wounds]

If you need to crash somewhere else our couch is open.

[blindfoldcode]

This is fine. I'll be fine.

[wounds]

[He looks a little more concerned.]

Are you sure you don't need anything?