And I want to be, but I just-- can't stop thinking that this isn't right. I shouldn't be upset when people treat me like shit, I should expect it because... ...because look at me.
...I should expect people to mistrust me, and blame things on me. For fuck's sake, we have underwear that has 'The Devil Made Me Do It' printed in huge letters right on the ass!
[Which, to be fair, at the time of production she thought was hilarious. Now it's another thing that's telling her her natural state is 'untrustworthy'.]
...Terry I told Squalo about the deal I made with Santiago. And today when he looked like something was eating at him, he wouldn't tell me because 'what if you tell Santiago? This fucks up the lives of everyone around you too, you realize that right?'
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...I should expect people to mistrust me, and blame things on me. For fuck's sake, we have underwear that has 'The Devil Made Me Do It' printed in huge letters right on the ass!
[Which, to be fair, at the time of production she thought was hilarious. Now it's another thing that's telling her her natural state is 'untrustworthy'.]
...Terry I told Squalo about the deal I made with Santiago. And today when he looked like something was eating at him, he wouldn't tell me because 'what if you tell Santiago? This fucks up the lives of everyone around you too, you realize that right?'
[There's airquotes there, too.]