[But when he looks up at Maxxie, it's like he's desperately looking for some confirmation that he does know that. He chews his lip, deeply unsure of what to do. He wants this, he does, but he doesn't want to heap all his shit on Maxxie's life.]
You're great, and being around you is always amazing, and I can be myself with you and I don't want to lose that, but I just don't want to be the thing that messes up your life.
[His voice starts shaking a little partway through all that, and he ends up rushing through it.]
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[But when he looks up at Maxxie, it's like he's desperately looking for some confirmation that he does know that. He chews his lip, deeply unsure of what to do. He wants this, he does, but he doesn't want to heap all his shit on Maxxie's life.]
You're great, and being around you is always amazing, and I can be myself with you and I don't want to lose that, but I just don't want to be the thing that messes up your life.
[His voice starts shaking a little partway through all that, and he ends up rushing through it.]