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interstellar55552016-02-06 10:10 pm
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the flashbabes of february
Who: Flashstep & YOU!
What: Multiple Prompts: The boys talk about recent developments and continue with their lives since the hauntings.
When: February
Where: Multiple Locations
Warnings: None!
What: Multiple Prompts: The boys talk about recent developments and continue with their lives since the hauntings.
When: February
Where: Multiple Locations
Warnings: None!
Although the boys made it through the most recent series of unfortunate events at Pride Records mostly unscathed, they're still dealing with the aftereffects just like everyone else. The return to life as they know it is swift thanks to Mr. Patil, but they still have time to get up to a whole new set of shenanigans...
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He doesn't let on any of his concerns, though, peering toward Sora in the dim light. "Did...he say anything to you? Or act like he recognized you?"
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A few tears fall from his eyes, and he quickly tries to wipe them away with his hands. He laughs at himself, but the tears come faster. "Sorry. I don't even know... Why I'm crying..."
It's just intense again, overwhelming, like it had been when he'd been at the charity concert. There's so much emotion in his chest it almost feels hard to breathe, and he drops the keyblade onto the bedspread in order to reach his hands out, lightly touching Jamie's arms. A silent request for a hug. He's normally not one to ask, but just hug anyway. Right now he's not sure what his head or heart are doing. "Jamie?"
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"It's - it's okay, man, we'll figure it out. This is some weird shit to deal with, but we'll get through it, okay? I'm here for you, no matter what."
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"I know... Me too. No matter what, and no matter where, Jamie. 'Cause even when we're apart," he brings an arm up between them to gently rest his hand on Jamie's chest, over his heart. "I'm still here..." And Jamie's hand is taken so Sora can place it over his own heart, and he holds it there. "And you're always here. Always."
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He squeezes Sora's hand gently and pulls him in again to rest his chin on Sora's shoulder. "Dude," he says in kind of a half-chuckle.
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He ends up trailing off for a second, not really sure how to end that. There's an odd feeling growing that there's this huge separation, a dissonance between the weird things and his current life as he knows it, like they're not supposed to belong together, but he doesn't know why. And Jamie's a part of his current life. But he also knows that... whatever weird things or powers or people continue to pop up, whatever changes happen in his life, Jamie's still going to be a part of it. He'll always be a part of it. Because as long as Jamie still wanted him, he'd fight armies, move mountains, travel universes, whatever he had to, to keep them together.
It's a realization, the first of its kind because Sora rarely just sits down and actually thinks about what he's feeling. He almost never classifies his feelings, they're just. There. They just are.
He pulls away enough to look Jamie in the eyes, and it's enough to confirm the emotion. "Can I...?"
He doesn't finish that either though. Instead, he kisses him. Quick, soft. Once, then twice. Then he whispers, in a voice that's hesitant at first only because he's not sure if it's something Jamie wants to hear or will accept, but then why wouldn't he? He's accepted all of Sora's feelings before now, and Sora doesn't feel the need for a returned declaration in this moment, he just needs to say it. So. He does.
"I love you."
I HAVE NO APPROPRIATE ICONS i am sorry
And then Sora says the words, and Jamie's not sure what to say.
He can only stare in stunned silence, trying to wrap his brain around this while shock mingles with something like panic, because how does he respond to this? Is he supposed to tell Sora he loves him too? Does he love him? What does it even feel like to love someone like that? Jamie's not even sure he knows.
But Sora, apparently, does. Jamie doesn't have any doubt that Sora is expressing exactly what he feels, and that in and of itself - the fact that Sora already loves him - makes his throat ache.
He cups the other boy's jaw in his hand, rubbing his thumb across Sora's cheek. "...really?" he manages, in a voice that's more of a squeak. "I mean - y-you know that already and it's only been, like, a month?"
Jamie is profoundly moved by this admission of Sora's. He is not, however, very coherent in expressing that.
i am familiar with this problem lol
When every little thing Jamie does or says makes him feel something, and the greatest sight and sound he can think of is Jamie smiling and laughing, or giving him that "amused but exasperated at your antics" type look, he has no doubt about what this is.
"I have for longer than that too I think. Just in a different way, you know? You were my best friend, and you still are. And now you're more than that too. It's like... It's all the same feelings except they're stronger, and they're always getting stronger. I think about you all the time, and I want to always be by your side, so you can keep making your Jamie face at me--" He grins as he says this, and uses his own thumb to briefly pull one corner of Jamie's lips into a half-smile. "You always make me feel good, too... And kind of invincible, like we could take on anything, as long as we're together."